MeMories ^^

2010-06-28T11:48:00.008+08:00

HIBERATION MODE : OFF

Life hasn't been going well for me , for the past few months.
Or maybe i can just desccribe it with 2 words

"SERIOUSLY SUCKS '

First, i get my first "F" for my UT 1 -.- ,2 more will be shown on my daily grade REAL REAL SOON!

Second , i just fail my car TP few days back . Strike kerb twice and THATS IT . Cannot really blame myself , blame the bitch that is doing parking next to me . Maybe she just think that she is the queen of the world , therefore she can have the whole road for her self =.=. Just hope my bike to wun end up the same . I CAN SURE MADE IT THIS TIME !!! RAWR!!!!!!

NEXT!

Just some random old updates .

6th month anni

Headed to the flyers to celebrate our 6th month anni , surprising thing we manage to have the cabin all for ourself . HAHAHA . The places was utterly quiet when we reach there.Airport kind of securit at the flyers? when there is no people at all ,was really kind of unnecessary o.0 .
Oh one things to note : we manage to see tae yeon( the korean singer i think ) there .

First time in my life , i see retards spending hundred of dollars chasing after someone who don't even know you was kind of a joke . Hiring cab to chase after her bus ? running along the road trying to catch up ? i guess it just show plain retard-ed ness of singaporean . Thx dude you just make a fool out of all singaporean .I even see a guy in No:4 uniform there o.0 take leave ? just to go see your star? hahaha FUNNY GUY !!! They should seriously give her some privacy , life kind of sucks when you are famous . You need to have like a bunch of security when you even go out to shop? life like this are kind of epic o.0

Things to note : Singapore flyers was an epic waste of time , go up and come down . Actually nth much to see and do inside LOL

HOW WEN KAI , if you ever see this . F1 offering me job again . If you are interested call me !!!

2010-03-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

Ten ways to love

1.Listen without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)

2.Speak without accusing. (James 1:19)

3.Give without sparing. (Proverbs 21:26)

4.Pray without ceasing. (Colossians 1:9)

5.Answer without arguing. (Proverbs 17:1)

6.Share without pretending. (Ephesians 4:15)

7.Enjoy without complaint. (Philippians 2:14)

8.Trust without wavering. (Corinthians 13:7)

9.Forgive without punishing. (Colossians 3:13)

10.Promise without forgetting. (Proverbs 13:12)

http://loveinmonochrome.tumblr.com/

I hate to say it , but i cant seems to achieve at least half of it -.-

2010-03-05T03:08:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY

I think it had been months since i last "really" Blog =X

Life is such a pain without money + in debt -.-

But lucky i got a job again =X As a telemarket-er

Mon - Thurs 7pm to 10 pm ($7 , If the agent manage to clinch the deal i will be able to draw like a few % of his commission )

But the reason i love this job is due to the working hours and freedom i guess .

And i just recalled back .

To :HOW WEN KAI ,BRYAN

I haven seen you in like 2 months ?

Now Who's playing MIA ? LOL

When are we ever gonna meet up ?

And i guess Andrew forgot about me as well (Or maybe he just feels that without bryan he cannot come and meet me LOL )
...HAHA
or maybe it is just that too much thai pub drive him nuts .

All My brothers has gone missing in a split second over the past 2 months.

Andrew(MIA) =No Bryan equal No need find me !

Nich (MIA ) = Still In contact But hasn't seen him for months as well

Bryan ( MIA ) = LOST CONTACT + Not much of news of him except those on his blog +Hasn't seen him for months

Clarence = Always MIA .

AWESOME?!?!?!?!

2010-02-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

MIKE PORTNOY TO JOIN AVENGED SEVENFOLD

TO REPLACE JIMMY "THE REV".

GOOD OR BAD?

R.I.P Jimmy

At Least A7X Is In Good Hands !!!

2010-01-29T01:03:00.003+08:00

LOL LOL LOL!!!!

This is funny ,

Bryan How Wen Kai says that

i am a pot calling a kettle black

When i says he look like a beng!

Lets compare pic now ASSCLOWN! wahahahaha

PREPARE FOR TROUBLE,MAKE IT DOUBLE!

To prevent people from calling me beng

To prevent bryan from being gay

Let you make the choice to decide

Beng or gay ?

P/s : too much pokemon season 1 recently =X

Pls vote the one with the more "Ah beng" look from the 2 pic below !!!

TY for you support ppl!!!

Si AH BENG BRYAN HOW >>>>

2010-01-21T09:55:00.002+08:00

Wooohooo

6 days to TP lo!!!

can't wait to finish it and fcuk off from BBDC!!!!

But with 6 days to go , it just reminds me i have 4 more days to clear my installment .FCUK!

and i still own bryan $100 -.-

Full of debts ?

hahhaa but never mind i can clear it as long as i keep working XDXDXD

hahahaha

BIKE , HERE I COME!

2010-01-16T22:46:00.004+08:00

Ok

This time is really kharma

I actually wanna blog something this morning and i forgot about it .

Thx Bryan , u spread me your old man disease ( S.T.M)

The Thing I wanted to blog this morning was actually :

I was actually texting my GF during work

It was Helipad rush hour that time , and the place was really "slam " ( slam in bar terms = Alot of ppl ).

saying :

" Don't forget to text me when you reach home , Love ya <3 "

But the problem starts !!!

i text andrew this message instead -.-

FCUK MY LIFE!

Now andrew gonna get a warm welcome when he come back from brunei !

PAWN-ED X 1000000000

Bryan sure gonna laugh when he see this

2010-01-14T00:10:00.002+08:00

BACK to work this friday !!!

I am seriously in debt -.-

Last months Bike installment has been giving me a damn big headache ><

I don't even dare to imagine how much will the late interest Be XD !

Lucky , next month i have daddy to clear my installment for me , Plus my insurance if i pass TP

Which is in like 13 days time !!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA

Wish Me Luck hehe!

2010-01-10T02:03:00.002+08:00

My year 2010 doesn't seems to be going the way i want to be

I don't know whats wrong with me recently , But i just get so "Pek Chek" damn easily.

Life is just not going my way i guess -.-

I am really starting to not understand myself ><

B i am sorry ok ? ):

Doesn't meant to be harsh on you

Just doesn't understand things sometimes.

I Will Change de (: PROMISE !

2010-01-08T22:22:00.003+08:00

Today i had a damn sad news to announce to you readers .

My Ipod Nano that had followed me all around the world for the past few years had finally gave up on me .

Is time for a change i guess. Itouch or maybe an Iphone XD

REST IN PEACE NANO BOY.

Time that we spend tgt will always be remembered !!!

2010-01-08T08:50:00.002+08:00

YES ARH.

I got My first present in 11 lessons for my chemistry module -.-

Out of 11 classes

1 / 11 present

1/ 11 Not In First Meeting

1 / 11 Partial

3 / 11 Absent

6 / 11 Late

Awesome Attendence !!!

2010-01-08T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hieeeeeeeeee!

Christina here (:
Helped Alist with his blog. Haha.
BRYAN I BET YOU CAN READ EVERYTHING NOW.
Lol.

My boy is currently sleeping ):
He has school at 8.30 am.
Fingers crossed that he won't be late this time!
I'm lucky that I don't have school! HAHA.
NYP e-learning FTW! \m/

Commentssssss?
Haha.
Okay, BYE!

p/s: I love you B!

2010-01-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

Look at this ...i got no comments -.-

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/300696/4_men_harass_woman_at_countdown_party_but_no_one_helped.html

Is not the first time i seens things like this happen.

What more can i say -.-

2010-01-04T19:37:00.001+08:00

OKOK .

HOW WEN KAI ,BRYAN

I take back what i said in my previous post.

QUIT WITH YOU.

STEADY BO?

2010-01-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

To How Wen Kai

LMAO! your dad help you hide from your mummy that you smoke but you must quit .
HAHAHA

Maybe you can show ur mum ur tatoo , and she will help you hide from your dad if you laser it away =X HAHAHAHAHA

Btw update me on how you get caught XDXDXD

2009-12-31T12:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be our anniversary XD

Kind of look forward to it , although i haven got a plan of what to do yet HAHA

The "REV" 's death had hit me hard , without one of the world's best drummer,i just hope A7X won't fall apart .

at least i get to cheer myself up befoer 2009 comes to an end

To update some A$$ clown without msn / facebook.

I PASS MY PRAC 8.1 !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-30T11:58:00.002+08:00

† Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan †

Rest in peace,

and may your soul rest in the hearts of the countless numbers of fans that <3>

2009-12-28T02:29:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas All!!!!!!!!

Sorry for the late wishes XD . Has been kind of busy recently XD

Updating the recent activities !!!!

24th Dec

Went to pick B up around 7 ++
cause she is having a bad stomach ache at her work place.
Actually Plan to bring her to the doc, but she insist charcoal pills will work .
So When she is bathing , her parents came back .
And i ended up texting elvin and bryan to relieve my "stress-ness " when her father keep smilling at me .
By then den i know , Why B dun want to meet my parents so early cause it is really stressful ! haha
Oh ya btw thx bryan , u reply me like 2 hrs later !!! thx for being such a helpful person!!!!
After the so called Meet-the-parents session, went to have an awesome thai dinner at woodlands XD

25th

Went Over to B's place to meet up before going for her clique's BBQ at some where around boonlay. Alvin chua called and said he saw me at jurong point -.- .

I think jurong is not a place for us .In one month ,i lost her twice in this area itself !!! bad place for dating =X

First time !

We were taking a train to bounce back from joo koon

When she walk in to the train . The train door close -.- leaving me on the platform waving her good bye . Pretty awesome right ?

i guess bryan gonan laugh if ass off if i ever gonna mention to him about this -.-

2nd time !!!!

Happen at the BBQ itself,i was holding a crab stick asking her whether she want anot?,Ended up, she disappear infront of me ,giving me the greatest shock of my life!!!!

Actually she didn vanish into the air .

BUT only fall down on the steps .OK !!the story shouldn't cont , i think she will kill me if i mention it again XD

26th Dec

i seriously start to hate female drivers ( sorry if i had to say it ,no offences)

i got an awesome 34 points for my test assesement due to 2 seperate incident .

First :

Turning in the middle of the junction without signal -.- and i got mark 8 points away because i had already roll pass the stop line and had to proceed on amber light-.-

2nd :

Same car , same DRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! %^&*()(*

This Biatch did the same bloody thing causing me to loss another 8 points again -.-

The damn thing that piss me off is that

With this 2 deduction remove !!!

34 - 16 = 18 <<<<< i can pass !!!!

Bad day for me , AND bad life for u biatch !!!!!!

Hope Ppl like her will nvr get liscense .

maybe a law should be enforce to them , stating that , road hazards like them should never get liscense

Maybe with this around all road users will feel more safe!=X

2009-12-23T12:00:00.003+08:00

Catch Avartar With B yesterday .

i rated it like 8.5 / 10 XD

The graphic were god damn awesome!!!I kind of love the background effect and everything , all of it Seems so real! haha.

rochor tau huey after that!!!!!! wa the food is YUM YUM!!!!!!! Thx B from bringing me there =X i didn even know where is the place even though i have been walking through the place since i was sec 2 (:

Gave B Her christmas present! ,Hope she like it although it is nothing much (:
But i kind of find myself not romantic enough =X .I promise B next time will be different!!!
HAHA

End Of post , time to go for my bike prac !

2009-12-17T02:20:00.006+08:00

OKOK

BRYAN HOW WEN KAI IS OFF TO BEIJING FOR GOD KNOWS HOW MANY DAYS!.

You Better Bring Something Good For Us When You Come back !

I Randomly found something on his blog post 2 days back which i totally agree With !!!

So i Guess Is Time For Me To Give Credit For This Crazy Girl Who Will Never Be Far Away From You When You Need Her

PARDON THE WAY IT IS WRITTEN!!! ( EVERYONE KNOWS MY ENGLISH SUCKS =X)

TO : MY BGF + ZAO CAI MAO!

GLORIA CAI PEI SHAN!!!!!!!

I Guess 7 years Of Friendship Will Never Be Enough For Us

May Our Friendship Last Forever!

THANkS FOR EVERYTHING My Good Friend!

AND

I Guess Bryan Thinks The Same Way That I Did , From The Way His Post Is Written With His POWERFUL ANG MOH! haha

Bryan's Post
"Enter Gloria Cai

She is never far when you need a companion. Listening to me bitch about how unfair life is, playing counsellor when the world becomes the Bermuda Triangle, cracking smiles with her amusing humour, and pouring advice like a God-sent angel. There to laugh, scold and go crazy with.
& til this day, I still adore and respect her for being such a wonderful human and my sister from another mother. I'm really really glad we hung out today. I mean it (:

Just wanna say, thank you for everything, my beautiful K-PO friend. Heh :D"

2009-12-14T11:07:00.002+08:00

Actually i kind of find my dad damn bloody stubborn!!!!

I told you i dun wanna to go , you force me -.-

Den when i change my mind due to some other stuff .You start to get pissed.

Wtf you want me to do -.-

This is to all readers

When i say "NO" just leave me be ,Dun ever try to force me into it -.-

Seriously start to Freaking hates my family ! TOTALLY!!!!!!!!

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-10T01:11:00.008+08:00

This is what i call LOVE! XD

Beeeeee! i <3 you (:

This Is To Update Someone Who Nvr Add Me On Facebook =X

2009-12-07T11:43:00.003+08:00

LOL @ bryan

Super slow HAHAHA

Or maybe is because i never say =X

BUT BRYAN DUN BLAME ME . BLAME THE FACT THAT YOU DIDN ADD ME ON FACEBOOK .

I posted it out on the first day already! HAHAHA

Let Me Show You our sms XD!

Bryan : "oi you tgt with her alr ?"
Alist : "LOL why u ask ? haha "
Bryan: "cos i saw her blog latest entry you fucker . haha!"
Alist : " LOL.HAHA stalker sia u .Actually Xd tgt 1 week liao lmao haha
Bryan : " nabei CB ,then don't have the need to tell me . your good friend lah.asshole,bloody bastard shit .LOL neway .congratz"

2009-12-07T00:43:00.001+08:00

B promise to help me make my blog skin (:

So sweet XD

Thx For Everything

<3 you so much (:

2009-12-05T13:01:00.001+08:00

YES ah got a job !!!! POWER! I LIKE Woooohooo

HELIPAD here i come.

Bartender or floor staff? i dunno

But high chances to be BARTENDER Wooooooooooooooooooooooooo i am gonna love this job to the max

http://www.helipad.com.sg/v2/index.html

2009-12-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

ZOMFG . This is damn Cool

I WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!

BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT???

2009-12-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

My sore throat is killing me -.-

I don't know Whether is it

i am too heaty or the liquor is at fault -.-

Freaking cough out Blood and scare the hell out of my mum -.-.

2009-12-02T01:07:00.001+08:00

I feel the pain

Seriously i do

i really feel like cabbing down , hug you in my arms

But

Nvm .

2009-12-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

Meeting you was fate,

Becoming your friend was a choice i made

But

Falling in love with you I had no control over it (:

2009-11-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

LOL bryan .

You do realise your bag was still at the club ??? HAHAHAHAHAHA

i only remember it after i put you on the cab.

Bryan = Wasted

9.30 pm take chop from POWERHOUSE
10.30 pm drinking outside vivo
11.30 KNOCK OUT go home sleep LMAO.

2009-11-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

Thx Arh

Bryan and nich.And C**** ( didn really know how to spell his name )

You Bastards enjoy making me WASTED For The Whole Fcuking Night .

Do I Really Sleep talk o.0 when i am wasted -.- ???

2009-11-27T19:28:00.001+08:00

Lets hope ... What i am thinking about for the whole day will never happen !!!

But If It Really Happen

God Knows What Will Happen

2009-11-24T22:00:00.001+08:00

I Really Hate Myself For Being A Smoker -.-

ok bryan i know you will laugh when u see this .thank you in advance first =.=

2009-11-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

i want a girlfriend. i want to hold Her hands when we walk together. i want to make all the guys jealous when You're with me. i want her to lean on my shoulders when we're watching a movie. i want to sit down and listen to Her whine and just gaze into Her eyes.i want Her, but where are You? >>> Via HOW WEN KAI's Blog

I Love This Post XD

W.K.How ...Let Me Update You Something On Thurs If I Have The Mood To Go Out =X

2009-11-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

OMG la.

My Leg seems worst after i see doc -.-

The nurse at there just made me scard of all nurses now -.-

The terrible 5 mins can really pain till i gao lat !!!!!

No One can ever imagine what she do with my wound -.-

she rub it like wa kao. NVM i dun want to describe -.-

TERRIBLE sia >< FML

2009-11-22T23:41:00.008+08:00

LOL @ Bryan's hair HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

You Just Made It For The Joke Of The Year

Before Year 2009 Comes To An END

LMAO!!!!!!!!

Bryan ...Don't kill me When You See This .

But really fcuking FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BANGS FTW!

2009-11-22T20:11:00.001+08:00

Time to see doc -.-

Mother F-ing infection on my wound KNN CCB!

2009-11-20T09:06:00.002+08:00

My Life Is In A Total mess now

I am confuse ... thats all i can say

Sad to say ...

I Kind Of Don't Know What To do Anymore

2009-11-20T09:04:00.001+08:00

i am late again for this mother F-ing 8.30 chemistry lesson-.-

In 7 lesson

2 absent 5 late -.-

WTF><

2009-11-16T22:28:00.001+08:00

Nvr ever expect anything in return when you give your feelings to someone, make effort to make someone happy, Because expections is a risk you take which often lead you to disappointment .

i kind of agree with this random post on facebook.

Maybe i shouldn expect much from it in the first place . (:

2009-11-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

Nb Fucking terrible fall

Ended With a terrible burn KNN!

2009-11-14T00:33:00.002+08:00

WTF?

My money are burning so fast that i dun even know how i burn it -.-

on the 6th i still have $900 in my bank

But

Today when i check my acc

I only have $264.84 left? WTH?

Where did all my money go to ?

2009-11-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

2009-11-12T00:00:00.005+08:00

I said would be there for you

I said I would never leave you

No one knows how i feel deep inside

No one was there when it really happened

Some say I left for another love

Some say I left because I've had enough

No...

I Left because ...

Via ........

2009-11-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

I Just Gave Up Trying

I had tried tiring myself out with work and liscense .

But it just don't seems to work for me

2nd month had past ...

How long more must i go through this shit.

All i want is that simple !

Screw My Life

2009-11-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

Actually , When i start to think back

I am really a failure when it comes to handling of this kind of Stuff

Sorry

2009-11-05T00:20:00.004+08:00

LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Look what EVE fb says :
Evelyn Lim guys are just bastard! they can go club, but they don't let girlfriend go. Because, they know what guys are thinking, so girlfriends can't go club. THAT IS SOOO UNREASONABLE. NABEI.

LOL.... actually i agree to it sia LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

And look at this link http://www.wholefitness.com/looking-breasts.html LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-04T22:54:00.004+08:00

All of you out there will never know the feeling of breaking your own heart .

To mend back a mistake that should had never been made .

So

Lets

Just

Keep

Walking

And

Never

To

Turn

Back

From

Where

We

Came

From

2009-11-04T15:26:00.001+08:00

Thx god

I <3 you

2009-11-03T21:50:00.006+08:00

God

Pls show mercy on my money ><><

Tmr last time ok (:.

Promise me XD

Ok i am going retarded -.-

But at least i manage to pass my RTE at my 6th attempt -.-

RTT booked !!!!

19th Nov 8pm XD

Last time to blog for the day

Is it really my fault this time?

2009-11-01T22:47:00.003+08:00

God pls help me

I Really Needa Change my life fast.

I don't want to EMO through out my entire life .

2009-10-30T22:28:00.001+08:00

YES YES YES .

The only thing that keep me laughing even i fail my bike prac !!!!

Wahahaha

2009-10-29T23:08:00.003+08:00

Decided .

No celebration for me this year .

i will be working on that day itself ^^

Chill ppl. there is nth wrong with me XD

Just feel that i dun deserve it haha

2009-10-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

BACK FROM TIOMAN.

Update more later !

2009-10-23T00:13:00.003+08:00

We take it for granted when wat's so dear to you.
Because it's not hard to get anymore. hopefully someday, something will remind you of someone and somewhat makes you love them somemore via YS FB

Will we really learn to treasure those close ones we have now ?

2009-10-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

Teach me how to let go .

2009-10-21T02:24:00.000+08:00

"The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have"

2009-10-20T00:02:00.001+08:00

After tmr ...i only have 2 and a haft month to chiong...THATS MY TARGET ^^

BBDC... my 2nd home <3

2009-10-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

You Don't Deserve it At All. Thats All That i Know

My Msn Will be offline almost all the time .

If you got anything impt to find me .

Text / Call .

Blog will also be hibernating for 2 - 3 mths XD .

BYE ALL ^^

2009-10-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry. all i will be ultra busy for the following 3 mths...

if wanan ask me out...pls plan 1 week before hand =X

2009-10-13T23:11:00.005+08:00

Today's outing with gloria and gib was terrific .

But i do get to realise that, i could no longer be back to my old self back in sec school.

Maybe i had really changed too much over these years .

i want to be back then where PL is still joking with us in class. And everythings seems to be perfectly fine.

I Hate To Be Myself Now .

I Hate My Poly life.

Last but not least

I Hate My Life !!!!!!

2009-10-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

This quiz make me laugh my ass off

POOR NICH HAHAHAH you just got ultra pawnage LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

i can cheat everyone in the world , but not myself .

I hate putting on a mask everyday when i meet others.

This feeling really mother F-ing sucks.

I hate my life !!!!!!!!!

2009-10-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

I never felt so terrible in my life before.

I am feeling so damn numb to everything that is going on now.

Everything is study , work and sleep.

My daily cycle for everyday .

Study till 4 ++ 5

Start work at 6 .

Till 11 pm or 2 am

Go home sleep Zzzz

Tmr everything starts all over again.

2009-10-10T03:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, when you loss something .You will never have a chance to get it back again

HAHAHA...nice post by shan (:

"The best feeling in the world is not falling in love. It’s finally falling out of love with someone who never loved you Via eletheowl "

Although it is not written by her ,but without her i wun even know this quote =X

So give her abit of credit here hehe ^^

2009-10-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

Pull me out of this fucking misery-.-

Officially mother F-ing broke to the max .

Or is it that i had always being broke -.- since the start?

I think bryan realise is too that i had always being saying "I AM BROKE!"

LIFE SUCKS FOR ME I GUESS -.-

Even with my F1 pay, i could only pay off all my damn debts and left with nothing again.

When can my bank escape the fate of $1.79 -.-

It has been like that since 5 years back ?

FML !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will never get to buy my own bike , and finish my class 2B liscense -.-

I FREAKING HATE MY MOTHER FUCKING LIFE!!!!!

2009-10-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

that feeling is back sia ...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-05T19:19:00.001+08:00

"How do I know what the word love means
when I never felt it's touch?
No one understands me or anything I do!
Why do I have to be hurt? "

2009-10-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

I just suddenly feel so lonely at this very moment

How i wished i had a hug right now.

2009-10-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

TP booked ... 10th dec 11- 1130 XD

And i am still at my 4th lesson LMAO!

2009-09-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

"I gave you your dreams ,
cause you meant the world.
So did i deserve to be left here hurt ?"

2009-09-27T06:12:00.002+08:00

Damn it...Bryan and nich is gonna leave for genting later on i guess -.-

bring me some weed back as present ? LOL

Enjoy urself my brothers while i finish up my F1 work.HAHAH

Bryan,
2nd oct will come very soon.
When i finish my work
we can all go out again .HAHAHA

And btw
No more EMO-ing about her bryan HAHA.

2009-09-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

I had made up my mind ... not gonna change it anymore !

I FUCKING SWEAR WITH MY LIFE THIS TIME!

2009-09-22T07:42:00.003+08:00

Some times i really find that you are so damn selfish .

All you think is just for yourself.

In your mind there is only "YOU YOU YOU"

You will never get to think for others .

2009-09-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

"After all that is done.

It is back to square one."

Thats what bibi told me...when i update her on my latest news.

I think i seriously need to go think about of it again ><

i wonder how PL anniversary goes this year? any update?

2009-09-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

18th sept tmr. 4th year leh.

But i still miss you no doubt .

Although this year i cannot go for the anniversary.

My heart is always with those who is going .

Love ya so much PL

2009-09-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

Something that bring my day up ...hahha FIONA KOR i love you =X

2009-09-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

I had being wondering . Is it really worth it?

2009-09-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

FUCK !!!... i think i am gonna die of coughing soon -.-

Once again i cough till my phlegm was bloody . How nice -.-

First time in my life for 3 days st8 i am coughing out bloody phlegm -.-,Last time it use to last like for the first day .NOW is x3 , should i be laughing at it LMAO!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday night was FUCKING hell worst -.-

Couldn't even sleep because i am coughing like every 2 mins _l_

FML!!!!!!!

2009-09-14T19:29:00.004+08:00

Martell is my life now !!!! The only thing that can bring me go crazily high ..

Saturday night activity After PH !

2009-09-13T23:37:00.001+08:00

This is call brotherhood !!!!!!!!!!! .

I think our first group pic sia LMAO

2009-09-13T16:31:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BRYAN!!!!!!!! Update the night activity when i get the photos !!!

2009-09-12T03:26:00.003+08:00

Tmr i am finally gonna remake my passport .So that i can FUCKING leave this country for FUCK SAKE...Wooooooooooo

Super pack timing tmr .

Mornign 9 ++ : go make passport , Go beach road top up fishing supplies

After that around 12 :Head over to BRYANN'S to meet him den off to celebrate his wonderful belated 19th Birthday .

Around 3 ++ : As part of the celebration , we are suppose to catch a movie at town

Estimated 5 Estimated++ 6 : Head back to Bryann's for BBQ dinner ^^

After that : Party time i guess . PH? lmao ... i also dunno hahaha

2009-09-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

WTF is wrong with me these days -.-

someone slap me awake pls ><

2009-09-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

If you need me just call me , you know that i will always be there for u. Always

This applies to every one out there

Who is my fren (:

2009-09-08T20:46:00.010+08:00

LOL if u nvr see stickman dance before ? just look at spermy ROFL PAWNED

LOL why am i looking so fierce in this photo o.0 ?

LOL @ spermy face =X

I <3 this photo the most LMAO

OK update sat PH pic ...i only steal a few hahah cause there is like 100 ++ -.-

hahah sometimes i agree to what bibi say . I am just so "NOT"me when i am clubbing.

Maybe is the only thing i can do to make myself happy ,For now?

2009-09-08T01:04:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i really wish it works.

i tried so hard to wait for today to come.

Yet when i am at work this afternoon,

It just didn work out as expected to.

PL 's anniversary in 10 days time. And i cannot make it ,because of work.

Feel so freaking guilty,

that i let someone replace her in my heart.

sometimes i really hope , she is here to tell me she forgive me .

i miss you so much sia my fren .

Hope that you can really forgive me for what i had done

2009-09-04T13:00:00.003+08:00

Screw PP

i am not gonna even do it !

it is just another thing that RP can come up with, Which i find it completely rubbish

I don't really find the purpose of doing it . So ? FUCK IT!

haha maybe i am really giving up on myself LMAO!

And Bryan i am not EMO-ING OK? LOL!

2009-09-01T01:05:00.003+08:00

Bryan how wen kai .

Sometimes i can really salute you for the things you do .HAHA

Although i was laughing at it when i first saw it ,
But i am sure it is gonna touch her when she see it herself .

Maybe i should learn to be like you some times ?

ROCK ON!
Brothers forever

2009-08-31T01:51:00.003+08:00

Dun take for granted , just because i care.

Btw

nana dun think so much ok (:

i <3 you even though he don't ok .

Anything call me, always there for you (:

2009-08-26T01:48:00.001+08:00

Learn to treasure what you have , before you loss them .

Take my advice people.

2009-08-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Am i that important in your life , that i had assumed myself to be.

2009-08-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

OMFG.... someone out there pls motivate me to study before i have to retake Circuit >< FUCK la!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just need any one of you ,just scold me and force me to study

Where are all of you , When i needed you guys the most.
Where are you my love ones .
Come back to me pls , i need you all ><

2009-08-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

I am really damn tired -.-

But nvm at least i know i have Shan to entertain me when i finish my exam <3 .
But just hope it dun clash with my work timing haha.
Shan do keep me update on when u finish exam , And dun forger you PROMISE ME!!! HAHA

Friday ~
Cab to orchard for F1 interview, the cab fare was like so freaking awesome .Freaking $25 nb really make me knn ccb broke =.=.But at least it is worth investing XD , as i got the job wahahaha. 1.6k here i come , Everything i dream of seems coming true ,My tatoo , my bike liscense EVERYTHING~! hahah

With bryan scaming spermy to treat me for the movie haha

we manage to catch district 9 on friday night.

Freaking awesome show with an unexpected ending , but the starting was kind of boring .FULL OF UNKNOWNS LOL.

Thx Bryan love ya so much LOL!

2009-08-21T02:22:00.003+08:00

99 facts girls should know about guys !!!
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate other flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics
.8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things is by hinting you!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”.
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
45. Guys think too much.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.<--- LOL@ this
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me".
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.<< Fuckign true !!!!!
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes
99. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships. <---- totally agree !

2009-08-21T01:07:00.001+08:00

I needa start saving.

i want go travel this year end.

Lets go to venice !!! hahahaha

Bryan you ass clown,you better start saving cause u sure must come along with me hahaha

2009-08-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

It is always easy to say you will let go .

But

It is dame hard to make it really happen

2009-08-19T20:45:00.002+08:00

I am seriously tired

When will i ever had enough , and call it quits

Nvm , lets leave this blog EMO-Free .

Off to tumblr

Before bryan start whinning =X

2009-08-18T02:00:00.003+08:00

My doctor use to tell me , When my pain is unbearable .

i should just exhale hard and the pain will go

it is just a lie .

When i know that , it is the fact that you don't need me anymore

My refusal to change , my obstinacy

Has left one wound after another on me

Every night i woke up from the pain

i am tired , i have no strength left for the pain

i am just a speck in the universe

my pain means nothing

2009-08-16T19:21:00.001+08:00

“It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you’ll never know what could’ve been. Maybe someday you’ll regret it, maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you’ll see me walking, smiling and happy, alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because she has my heart. Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing, because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go…”

Credit to my beloved mei mei HS <3