moonlit
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me


Alistair Sim
TwenTEEN on 26th Nov 2010
Attached to Christina<33

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Monday, August 31, 2009

Dun take for granted , just because i care.



Btw



nana dun think so much ok (:

i <3 you even though he don't ok .

Anything call me, always there for you (:

(1:51 AM)


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Learn to treasure what you have , before you loss them .

Take my advice people.

(1:48 AM)


Monday, August 24, 2009

Am i that important in your life , that i had assumed myself to be.

(1:17 AM)


Sunday, August 23, 2009

OMFG.... someone out there pls motivate me to study before i have to retake Circuit >< FUCK la!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just need any one of you ,just scold me and force me to study

Where are all of you , When i needed you guys the most.
Where are you my love ones .
Come back to me pls , i need you all ><

(7:36 PM)



I am really damn tired -.-

But nvm at least i know i have Shan to entertain me when i finish my exam <3 .
But just hope it dun clash with my work timing haha.
Shan do keep me update on when u finish exam , And dun forger you PROMISE ME!!! HAHA


Friday ~
Cab to orchard for F1 interview, the cab fare was like so freaking awesome .Freaking $25 nb really make me knn ccb broke =.=.But at least it is worth investing XD , as i got the job wahahaha. 1.6k here i come , Everything i dream of seems coming true ,My tatoo , my bike liscense EVERYTHING~! hahah


With bryan scaming spermy to treat me for the movie haha

we manage to catch district 9 on friday night.

Freaking awesome show with an unexpected ending , but the starting was kind of boring .FULL OF UNKNOWNS LOL.

Thx Bryan love ya so much LOL!

(12:20 AM)


Friday, August 21, 2009

99 facts girls should know about guys !!!
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate other flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics
.8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things is by hinting you!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”.
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
45. Guys think too much.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.<--- LOL@ this
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me".
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.<< Fuckign true !!!!!
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes
99. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships. <---- totally agree !

(2:22 AM)



I needa start saving.

i want go travel this year end.

Lets go to venice !!! hahahaha

Bryan you ass clown,you better start saving cause u sure must come along with me hahaha

(1:07 AM)


Thursday, August 20, 2009

It is always easy to say you will let go .

But

It is dame hard to make it really happen

(10:13 PM)


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I am seriously tired

When will i ever had enough , and call it quits

Nvm , lets leave this blog EMO-Free .

Off to tumblr

Before bryan start whinning =X

(8:45 PM)


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My doctor use to tell me , When my pain is unbearable .

i should just exhale hard and the pain will go

it is just a lie .

When i know that , it is the fact that you don't need me anymore

My refusal to change , my obstinacy

Has left one wound after another on me

Every night i woke up from the pain

i am tired , i have no strength left for the pain

i am just a speck in the universe

my pain means nothing

(2:00 AM)


Sunday, August 16, 2009

“It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you’ll never know what could’ve been. Maybe someday you’ll regret it, maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you’ll see me walking, smiling and happy, alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because she has my heart. Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing, because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go…”

Credit to my beloved mei mei HS <3

(7:21 PM)


Saturday, August 15, 2009

You will never get to realise that

i will be slowly fading away in your life

I already know the answer it .

Since you want it to be this way , Then just leave it be bah

Enough tears had been shed

Enough pain had been endured through.

Maybe is just time for me to let you go .


(2:52 AM)


Friday, August 14, 2009

You will nvr know , how much more pain i will have to endure through this time .

(11:51 AM)


Thursday, August 13, 2009

i know i know i know ><><><

NVM!


"Loving you was always my favorite mistake

The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone

Cause at least i know that i love you"

(1:25 AM)


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

i really want you to know

What i know / feel ,but i think it will never happen bah (:

Just leave everything like where we started and nothing will go wrong

(12:39 PM)


Monday, August 10, 2009

i know you know .
you know i know
you know what i want to know
so just tell me what i want to know ^^


HAHAHAHAHAHAH whats wrong with me LMAO

(11:19 PM)


Friday, August 7, 2009

FUCK BRYAN AND HIS PRAYING HANDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>< !!!! it just tempted me big time to put as well >< ... Damn u bryan =X
NXT MONTH MY TURN WAHAHAHAHA.
Your turn to help me take pictures LMAO!!!
I was taking pic with mak when bryan is struggling to finish his praying HAND .... LOL.
At least i get to see bryan suffering =x .... BIG ACHIEVEMENT!!!!!




















(11:04 PM)



i just realise , there is no time in your life that is meant specially for me .

LOL?!?!?!?!?!

(10:37 AM)


Thursday, August 6, 2009

I really feel that i am so self-fish recently .

really i do .

i am feeling so dame lousy now >< . Maybe i am just a lousy fren for you people to have .SORRY><

Because of my personal problems ,all of my frens had to help me think of solutions and cheer me up .

i am not gonna trouble you people anymore ><
i swear i am gonna settle it asap by myself (:

lastly , thanks to all that had helped me ...really appreciate it

Let me give credits to those that had helped me when i am really down ><
BRYAN HOW!!!
ANDREW!!!
AHBU!!!
MICH!!
ERIC!!!
Douglas !!!
YL!!!
Calvin !!!
ELVIN!!!

Sorry if i forgot to credit any one of you out there .
too many to be listed ><

(8:14 PM)


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

God just sent me a message throught facebook.

It is one that will give me good motivation (:

<33333333333333333333 god so much

On this day of your life, Alistair, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are.


God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

(1:16 AM)


Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I Don't expect much from it anymore.i swear !

But

just promise me one thing , Stay happy always <3

Something that i am sure that you can sure achieve it .i have faith in you (:

(12:49 AM)


Monday, August 3, 2009

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried,

neither would a million tears, I know because I cried

I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell.

Can i have a happy ending ?

(12:47 AM)


Sunday, August 2, 2009

i doubt you will ever know , How i am feeling now

(2:09 PM)



Just suddenly miss her so much ><.

Car Prac nxt monday ...really hope chionging liscense will help me forget about it faster.

*SIGH

(2:21 AM)