Thursday, July 30, 2009
WHATS THE POINT OF STUDY !!!
WHEN YOU STUDY TILL 4.30 IN THE MORNING AND GET A E _l_
SERIOUSLY
FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am really exhausted liao ...seriously ...
How wish i can get back to sec sch life !!! With PL still around >< i miss her so dame much la >< .Look at what i had found to remind me of her http://www.sgfreakylinks.com/girl-died-trying-to-save-friend-in-pool/
it had been so long , but yet nth had change): .I still miss the life with you sitting beside me during lesson.
Sry SYG , i promise you i will work hard ... end up ... Haiis*SPEECHLESS*
(12:12 AM)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
It really pain my heart to see you like this .
What more can i do ? When you don't even want to help yourself .
The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.
How can you help yourself when you are hiding from it.
You don't even want to see it , how can you heal from it
What more can i do ?What more can i do ?What more can i do ?
Basically .
NOTHING!
Shan ah shan ...take care ok <3
(2:01 AM)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
LOOK AT THIS!!!
Alistair got a message that on this day, God wants him to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.
Maybe thats why i am always sad + emo .
I am just too kind hearted to think of others first before myself >< .I just give them all the happiness that i have to keep them happy without thinking for myself .
But even thought that is quite true
i do feel that life now is really great(:
Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect
My moment is perfect now with you around
and
shan shan i hope urs will be the same as mine ok (:
love you ok?...no doubt (:
Don't think too much liao ah (:
(12:14 AM)
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Look what nana give me ^^
"Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend , the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one
*else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."
but i had already found mine (:
Don't care, Don't Bother and Don't know
You choose it , i didn force you to make a choice like this
When time comes, and you need me. don't regret, you brought this upon yourself.
You Lost someone who love you,But i lost someone that don't love me .
So what more i care about ?
this is for someone who know who he/she is
(12:49 AM)
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Since is a mistake.just leave it be then .
Let everything start all over again .
Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away. Just let it out, my friend~Adabella Radici
(12:39 AM)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
" God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get our iggest rewards."
What is fear ...When it had already start to happen ?
Maybe gib is right ... but i just cannot bring myseld to do anything now . i just want everything to be going on well just like before ,i won't want to make much changes to my life now ^^
NEXT!!!!
Bryan this is for u =X .... i had already think through my problem.Now is ur turn =X
Some random video on FB( http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=103965021495&ref=mf) just proof to me that nothing is impossible in this world (:
"Some times in life ,When u fall down you dun think that you have strength to get back up...but u are wrong!"
From today onwards (:
i am never ever gonna give up on anything again (: , unless it gives up on me =X(2:37 AM)
Monday, July 20, 2009
OK ah ...From today onwards ah...count down 3 months ...NO SMOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is a bet between me and sayang =X
Oct 20th !!!! here i come =X
Every one who read this remind me hor !!!!!!!!!!!
Especially you bryan how wen kai!!!!
(5:34 AM)
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sometimes in life.
Things are really dame complicated -.-
maybe it is human nature to do this kind of things la !
But seriously
i know that sometimes ...
It's really very difficult to understand the way they think.
but
The more difficult it get, the more you wanna understand it !
Human really kind of sucks sia >< (in terms of the way they think )
Some times the more u want to achieve something ,the harder it is to get it
but
when it come to something that you don't want.you achieve it dame easily.
Life like this seriously sucks sia ><
HATE IT LOR ....Fcuk-ed
PLS la >< got things just tell me la ...
Don't assume that i will know it ):
Assumption is really the mother of all screw ups!
(3:04 AM)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
i belive i fate...but i belive in myself more =X
For me ,of course i will never give up till the very end !!!
i hope u will do the same also (:
If fate means you to lose, give him a good fight anyhow. ~William McFee
(11:31 AM)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
NEVER HAD BEEN SO SHAG BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE><><><>
Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
Gone - flitted away,
Taken the stars from the night and the sun
From the day!
Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair.
Today, you’ll leave the man you thought you don’t love; tomorrow, you’ll find out you really love him. Ten years from now, you’ll be in the park watching him play with his daughter, you’ll ask him what's her name and he’ll say, something that you don't believe it will be."your name "
(10:51 PM)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
LOL bryan is getting cuter and cuter by the day .Freaking hell .Look at what he say haha
Alist says : These feelings I hold inside are emotions,I can not hide. says:
*lol
*jia lat sia
*she really dame cute lor ><
*hahaha
*cb sia bryan ...i think i fall in too deep inside her trap liao ><
*lol
BRYANN rock my soul, babe says:
*hahha.
*need a rope?
Alist says : These feelings I hold inside are emotions,I can not hide. says:
*lol
*it wun work
*hahahaha
*i dun think i want to climb out =X
*just like u ...stuck in YZ 's trap forever
*hahaha
BRYANN rock my soul, babe says:
*lol.
*okay.
*yeah. stuck, bt happily stuck.
*lmao
LET GET STUCK TGT LMAO!!!!
(9:50 PM)
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
GREAT -.-
Even eric make fun of me as a chee hong -.- ... but nvm i know my heart is still with you =XXXX
look at what he say -.-
Eric says: "IT IS GREAT TO SEE 3 OF MY FAVOURITES ON THE PODIUM!, A RED BULL ONE TWO!." says:
*He Who Makes A Beast Out Of Himself
*GET RID OF THE PAIN
*OF BEEEEING A CHEEHONG!.
Alist says : These feelings I hold inside are emotions,I can not hide. says:
*FUCK u
A perfect song
(12:29 AM)
Friday, July 10, 2009
If god want it to be this way.Den leave it be.
I am already mentally exhausted to think about it any more (:
Bryan Will never fail to make me laugh till i peng .
He did it in sec 3 now he did it again just for a bottle of Chrysanthemum tea
First joke of the century :
Back in sec 3 ,When poor little bryan make a fool out of himself with his excellent han yu pin ying
When Bryan went to the drink store with nich to get a bottle of drink
Bryan: AUNTY JI HUA CHA
Nich look at him : What did you say ???
Bryan : JI HUA CHA LA!!!!
Nich started laughing: Is " JU HUA la "
But poor bryan will never learn his lesson, he not only proof his chineses fail.but he just proof his hearing fail due to a bottle of Chrysanthemum tea
Joke No :2 !!!!
STOLEN FROM HIS BLOG!!!!
While I was 7-11 just now, the Malay girl(who shares the same bday as me, I don't know her that well) was working.
I took my Chrysanthemum tea up to the counter while still plugged into my iPod.
Yes, I blast my Rock N' Roll. So sometimes I do suffer from temp hearing disorder when I remove my EPs
She talked to me, voice so soft, I removed my EPs.
7-11: Whats your name by the way?
B: School (I thought she said, "Why so late by the way?")
7-11: See la, hear so loud (: , whats your name by the way?
B: Friend birthday just now
7-11: Whats your name by the way?
B: OH!!!!!!! Bryan! HAHAHAHAH
LMAO LA bryan ... you nvr fail to make me laugh with ur retarded act LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW
Dun take it by heart,no one will blame you for it =X
BROTHERS FOR LIFE
(12:14 AM)
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Went back to sch for additional lessons today (;
Went to meet my darling at yewtee den off to cck XD
When she suggest to go library , i was recalling when was the last time i went to the library.Den i remember 2 years back =X
THE shocking things is i borrowed a book to read =X
it has been like 6 years since i ever read a book .
And guess what cheeyen say -.- When he find out .
~MSN CONVO~
Alist : Your smile brighten up my life everyday XD says :
hahaha
ehh
u believe anot
i borrow story book to read sia
=X
ALVISS - TheGalaticos™ OR Orisha™ says:
ok
Alist : Your smile brighten up my life everyday XD says:
6 years nvr read story book
lOL
ALVISS - TheGalaticos™ OR Orisha™ says:
tml i think the sun will fever or wad liao
LOL
Alist : Your smile brighten up my life everyday XD says:
CB sia
ALVISS - TheGalaticos™ OR Orisha™ says:
haha
=x
WHAT A GOOD FREN I HAD FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!THX AH CY ... that is like so ENCOURAGING!!!
And Guess who i saw there -.- SPERMY CHOW ... OMFG. He give me that stupid grin when he saw us both tgt. Poor Bryan , u are gonna have alot of stories to listen to this weekend =X
(1:01 AM)
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Am i just random or i am just boliao =X
I was busy editing photo for my new wall paper.Den i suddenly decide to make 2 for my loves .
They are seriously everything to me in my life .I love them =X
Just <3 them so much, thx for being in my life
Sayang <3
Darling (:
And of course that one i sent to bryan (:
Lastly , my wall paper is still the nicest =X
(12:44 AM)
Monday, July 6, 2009
Today was AWESOME!!!
i was so high for the whole day, almost my whole class could tell it sia XD
How i hope i can be this high everyday .HEHE
Lesson was alright ,can understand abit XD
I tried my best to study .... i really do !!!
but ah just cannot catch up the pace with the others
And the faci just keep aimming me through out meeting 3 -.-
i counted she called my name 13 times =.=
OK to declare first . I got no "affair" with her .Maybe is just she love me too much XD or maybe she just hate me too much so must keep aimming me LOL.
She talked to me after lesson lor ><
ah yo keep shooting me .HEY HEY HEY i really tried ok!!!!! Stop shooting me.
Ben control ur wife pls . Dun let her anyhow bite ppl XD.
(6:15 PM)
Jy sayang (:
Good luck in ur work
Dun get distracted by facebook XD
NITES ALL!!!!!
(12:54 AM)
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Went out with Xia guan , nich , JJ and hui shan today (;
First to vivo ( just to walk for fun-.- )
Walk and see nich disturbing "butch" LMAO.
Den to
Bugis to have our dinner
gerald came down and meet us not long after our dinner.
Den shop for awhile den all went home .
PICTURE REQUESTED TO BE TAKEN AWAY XD
(11:58 PM)
Friday, July 3, 2009
Sch was pretty good on the very first day (:
GUESS WHAT HAPPEN TODAY !?!?!?!
I GOT BOUNCE OUT OF RP ( REPUBLIC PRISON).
nvr ever i was bounce out of a pub ! and yet i was bounce out by the so called "bouncer" of my school.
Because
RP had a new rule .
Those without thermometer are not allowed to enter the school compound.This is to ensure that everyone will measure their temperature during the 2 breaks .Facilitators are to send home any student who does not have his or her personal thermometer in working condition.
We all need to play our part to be responsible and do our best not to allow further outbreaks of A-H1N1 cases among the RP community.
Since when thermometer raise its status to act as a pass for us to enter the sch o.0
Cute sia
Was talking to gib when we alight from the train.
After reading his message
Gib:"eh SHIT i forgot bring thermometer , my fren say no thermometer all must go home sia...siao liao"
Alist: i laughed at him and confidently said .HAHA heng mine always in my bag.
Gib : "siao liao la siao liao la.How sia"
Alist : Go over den decide la ,maybe can go in leh.
On the way walking to school , I was laughing at him all the way from woodland mrt till the traffic light junction.
BUT .
When i was searched my bag for my thermometer.GUESS WHAT. i didn bring it -.-. At that instant ,i ji tao open my mouth " $%^&*#"
Sitted outside one stop centre with andrew and gib .Happily thinking of where to go later.
But gib fren came by with a brillant idea.
using the thermometer casing to go in.
This idea may seens stupid.But sadly it works .
How stupid can the guard get sia HAHAHA.
THEY JUST GOT ROFL PAWNED !!!!!! By students like us .
Is just like leting the sheeps to look after the wolves XD
(8:11 PM)
CHANGING BLOG LINK SOON!!!!!
Ton over at bryan's place yst .From actually me and him .ROMANTIC ah XD.
Both EMO boys LOL!( bryan will nvr admit he EMO, but i caught him!!!! WAHAHAHA )
Den clarence came over and do all sort of stupid things.Including replying my message -.- when i am sleeping
5 ++ 6 am jasper and jehian came over...cause they are stuck at eunos for some reason.
Den nich came over to his hse to bath in the morning , den we rushing down to cmpb for his stuff
After that he came to my hse , Steal my bed to sleep LOL! Use my com and search for lots of MEGAN FOX 's photo ! i think Nich had Megan Fox fetish XD
ok end of story.
Following are pics stole from BRYANN 'Blog
(12:22 AM)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
I want everything to be back to normal
i believe i can do it .
i believe in myself
and of course
i believe in you !!!!
(12:27 AM)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
After that very moment, i decided to post it out .
i am hiding , i admit ,i am seriously trying to hide from the fact
that i am slowly losing you
But
deep in my heart, i swear, i never wanna let you go
i am mentally exhausted after what had happen the past few days .i am at the verge of breaking down.
i'd rather you tell me what's wrong
(2:02 AM)
Thx eric , cy , ah bu for your comments
while for now, let the post be a secret between me and all 3 of you
i really dun have the courage to ask , to do anything about it
thx for the effort and encouragement bah. i <3 you all (:
(1:15 AM)