was talking to bryan 1 hr back , about my prob today -.-
He was saying all kinds of things that might happen.
LOl but i know it,i am 100% sure it is not the way u said , i just dun want to think of it to break my heart once again
Chill bro this is not the first time ,things like that start happening .i would just emo a few days den nth liao.
See PL that thing , her anniversary is coming soon yet i haven let her go (:, 4 years coming liao sia and everything still seems the same like before .
Things like this are part of our life,we cannot evade from it .
No worry when i EMO i will sure find u 1, cause we have the same prob ! hahaha
BTW bryan ur convo ,let me reply to it XD
(11:31 PM) BRYANN :
hmm. yeah.eh. if you emo ar.
(11:31 PM) BRYANN :
i ji tao come down to purmei and smack you
come on la....Bryan i had long been a EMO boy...i think if what u say come true.You will be staying in purmei for the rest of your just to smack me.
You emo for so long but still miss YZ, what make u think i wun EMO LOL XD
Things had changed ever since back then
i knew it ,i can feel it, really i do
but
i just chose not to believe it
So many thing i wanna share with you . But ...
How i wish i can hit the rewind button , and go back to back then
Bryan How? ...come on la...no drum set nvm... u have us ( YOUR BROTHERS)
Dun freaking feel lonely la...we know we are nth compare to her...but make use of what u have
first la . i tell you something when we meet up again , u will sure shock dao maximum.
Btw
"Oh and. Take care Alistair. Don't worry too much, aight?I know I don't give good advice, but this is my 2cents.
As cliche as this sounds. Time heals all wounds. Look at me, 6 months ago. I was a suicidal-emo fishstick. Now I'm quite okay what. All I do is miss Yanzhi. Other then that, I just shut up and blog.
Cos at the end of the day, it doesn't really how much you love them, its HOW(I KNOW SOME PPL ARE LAUGHING AT MY SURNAME AHH!!) you love them. Be it silently or like a fool.
So what if ya don't get anything in return? Love's a bitch afterall. (:
You'll be alright. Chill, bro (:
Peace out, yo! \/"
Thx for ur post !
i posted it out to show people what are brothers for !!!! You can type out something like that for me ,i will sure type out something similiar for you.But wait for me to buck up my english first LOL!
You will always have me to talk to... all u need is to open ur mouth and talk hahaha .
BROTHERS FOREVER~
ok nvm everything back to normal...
except for my health
chest tightness <<< part of H1N1 ????
So i never want to leave you
And the memories of us to see
i beg don't leave me
i really dunno what to do ... i swear i never ever want this to happen ,but ...
Power HOUSE night
Everything was good yesterday ...but my mood.
Seriously i dun even feel like going until Shi jie called and asked me not to play pattern last min
and besides that nich, JJ , gerald , ys wanted to go too ,we planned just to be high for 1 night
i just keep focing my self to drink,thinking that being drunk will help me . But seriously it kind of
Works,but i did so much stupid stuff when i am drunk .Sorry SYG , i promise it will never
happen again. seriously !!! i swear!!!.
Lastly , thx shijie for the martell
And KY for senting me home
and a random guy who help me when i am like dying,sitting on the floor-.-
QUARANTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woooooooooooooooo \
get well soon mich... we will miss you in class (:
So glad yet so sad ):
Cy i fail la dame sad case lor
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! NICHOLAS KANG WEI HAO!!!!!!
BROTHERS FOR LIFE !!!
CONSPERMED going for Shi Jie birthday party at power hse on friday .But i swear i wun drink !!!!!!!! hahahahaha QUITED! from today onwards !!! i swear
Today CY ask me a question
if i give u 1 choice2 choiceu only can choice 1
(4:02 PM) ALVISS:
at the age of 25
(4:02 PM) ALVISS:
one is go overseas and u become damn famous and rich 2nd is give up the chance stay with Her wad will u chose
(4:02 PM) Alist :
i take ...2nd
(4:02 PM) ALVISS:
age of 25 lehz
(4:02 PM) Alist :
rich but no love what purpose -.-
u say 25 liaou cannot say the nxt 20 years down the road i can nvr be rich right
(4:03 PM) Alist :
scully the nxt 20 years i become more rich
(4:03 PM) ALVISS:
this is only 1 shot nia i can tell u i pick up the 1st who ask me i oso say the same
(4:03 PM) Alist :
i will still choose her...i rather i lead a normal life with her..den i take a good life without her
DiD i make the wrong choice ??? LOL! maybe he is right
Ah yah FUCK care la i will give up anything for the one i love XD
Time Check : 9.07 pm
Doing nth -.- but thinking of how to find time for my remaining week -.-
Wed~~~
To meet my childhood fren, the only 1 that i had knew since i was 5 XD
Den
Meet JJ to gym, if not later he say i pang seh again haha
at night nich birthday wonder whats gonna happen o.0
Thurs ~
School -.-( feel like pon taning to rest for my week ends)
And of course
Syg will be back in sg <3
Fri~
Busy FRIDAY !!!!!!!!!!! -.-
School in the morning
Power house night )
Shi jie's treat XD u are gonna be so dead!
Sat~~~~
Thx god i have the morning to rest
Meeting bryan and his Exlover plus sheren i guess for movie or what ...might be ton-ning
Sunday~~
Going over grandparents place for dinner i guess ...den nich's birthday ?
THx bryan....i love you sia but i love her more XD...ur "001 " save my ass big time!!!...you are seriously my saviour...for this ...i acc u and ur EX lover to watch mid night movie on sat hahahahaha
ok off to bed
lastly
i miss you sia sayang ...seriously i do (:
Sat 20th june 09
"gay day out "
~Trip to J.E swimming pool~
Planing dun seems to work for us, what eventually suppose to happen on 10 am was postpone to 3 .30 .
All of us wake up late !!!! Power bo !
Beside timing change
The No: of PPL who go is even more surprising ....3 turn up hahaha
ME,spermy and Bryan
But dun seems to get back the feel we have last time , might be because we had all grown up and start changing .
~After that~
Went to catch a mid-night movie at vivo.Surprisingly it turned out to be a waste of time .While waiting we Slacked all the way through at my hse while Spermy went of to meet his dad.Acc them(sPERMY AND BRYAN) out to have a smoke break at 11.50pm.Eventually ,we struggled our way through to FIND A ENTRANCE to get back in !!! After the movie , bryan was getting mad over the pretty girl looking at him o.0 <<<< should have taken video of that moment
Lastly ,
THX SPERMY! for your intro We know you tried you best. We will remember you for life ,not to let u make decision the next time.
Spermy with his "SPERMY LOOK!!!!!!!!!"
Bryan with his new way of taking pic , through a plasxtic box-.-
Friendly neighbourhood spiderman ,with slippers LOL?
Drinking at taka garden !
Smoking at my hse
Talked with willy about signing on navy.Went home . took the application from willy and filled it up .
Actually navy is not a bad choice to sign on at least i can get to tatoo myself to the max there .When the money start coming in , i will make my dream come true....ANG KONG SIAO...wahahaha
Lol..... woooooooooooooooooooo i am finally cheeered up by a joke of the century.........HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH....Even if i am gonna die now....i die with no regrets HAHAHAHAH
FUCK LA FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... life seriously sucks to the core !
Been a long while since i last blog
Recently met up with alot of my brothers and friends
People like nicky ,eugene ,huishan , brandon and all.Had quite a great time with them , all of them dun seems to had change much .Maybe its just me the one changing .
School started for 2 days and for the 2 days itself .
Whether to drop out and stop studying has been through my mind for countless of time .i think i seriously have problem catching up my studies.I seriously just cannot bring myself to study after the holidays. Motivation where are you , pls come back to me ! How i wish i really had you with me dame it .
Nvm UT tmr god bless me ( 100% sure fail ) i dun even plan to study for it , seriously just a waste of my time _l_ micro controller
FUCK SCHOOL ... FUCK all the UTs ! NB