Thursday, January 8, 2009
1 weeks ending soon ...unbelievable 2morrow is friday already.
which means i only had 2 weeks and 1 day left with W16J.Sure gonna miss the times that we had together.
This 1 week,i had been thinking through whether i should continue my study in RP.Currently still deciding ,GOD KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN NXT !
People ask me , which class do i love more ...sem 1 or sem 2 ???
but my answer will be BOTH,in SEM 1(W34D) i had tons of good frens in it .Khai(babi),saz ,farah, cy,kino, +++ many more.
But For W16J it will sure leave me with more memories of it .We have Raj ,SJ,KY,Shally jie jie , and alot more .OF course you know who i am talking about .
Today , was wondering in class
If I had to live my life without you near me what is gonna happen?? i seriously dunno what will happen to me o.0
Maybe same thing to cheat myself again ????
time will cure everything ???
But actually , i know it myself ,this things is not in this status mostly is because of me .
i cause all this shit to happen in class,ruin-ing my happy memories in W16J and left it in emo-ness + sad-ness ?
besides that i wasted all my classmates effort ????
Thats why today during lesson
i suddenly just feels that , i am not sorry for anyone in this world ,but just myself
If i had faced the fact since my birthday last year,things wun turn out to be like this.
My Life is kind of funny sometimes,you will feel very happy when u do something that make u proud ,but when things start to happen or maybe we can say cock up i will just keep hiding and hiding and hiding ....GOD KNOWS WHAT I WANT!!!!
Actually i dun even know what i want myself
(9:17 PM)