Friday, December 12, 2008

Times have pass...sry saz ...things hasn't change much .
Lots of prob to stress about recently,once again turn me back to the emo me .I had just eaten my very own promise to change.So DISAPPOINTED with myself!Looking at the thing i had broken
1.)i promise to talk to her
2.)i promise never to emo again
3.)i promise to be back myself
4.) i promise to QUIT smoking( which i totally fail ,but i will still try my best !)
5.)i promise to cut down on drinking
This few nights out in the streets, i had begin to think of things that i had done to drive the situation to what we are at now .
I’m sitting there thinking about what is going on.
I really don’t understand what is going on.
All I know is that I don’t want to lose her.
She is the only one I want to be with.
When I’m with her I have this warm feeling.
I never want to let go of her.
I don’t want to lose her.
When she’s not here my days are not good,
but when she is here my days are the best.
I love her so much that words could never say it.
All I know is that I just don’t want to lose my baby girl
Seriously is it that hard ?
(7:22 PM)